Mary Mackey (Momma)
My Peanut, My life will never be the same without you in it. A piece of me died with you that day. I will miss your smile, your laugh and your beautiful face. I will miss watching you sing with the voice of an angel. I will miss going on trips with you and the boys, especially our trips to Disney world, memories I will treasure forever. I will miss our conversations about life in general, and reading books together. I will miss going to the movies and to the park with you and the boys. I will miss going with you to Camrens baseball games, especially the travel games. You were the best coach for him in everything he did. I loved that you were both tough and caring to teach the boys to be gentlemen and respectful. Being a single mom was hard, but you gave everything to make sure they had something and all that they needed. I loved watching you be the best mom ever. Like when you planned our trip to Disney world with clues in balloons for the kids to follow and to find the little boxes with surprises in them. First a small die cast plane, then a pair of Mickey ears, next a Mickey t-shirt, and last but not least the card that included a 100 gift card for each Camren and Braxten and a message saying get dressed, we are leaving right now for our Disney world trip. They loved it. You always put others first and made sure that they felt special on their birthdays. You dreamed of having a big wedding and being walked down the aisle by dad wearing the most beautiful gown and Im so broken hearted that never happened for you. You had three beautiful little boys and always wanted a little girl to dress up and to spoil. I remember the day we did the gender reveal and it was pink, we all jumped up and down and screamed with joy and the smile on your face was priceless. You bought everything she needed and lots of little girl clothes with all the frills. Adorable bows and socks. I remember the sonograms that showed her beautiful face. You were so excited. Im gonna miss our phone calls. Sitting on the porch looking at the stars. Watching the joy in your face when Bentlee was learning to hit the t-ball. There are so many things Im so sad that I will miss. Ill miss hugging you and I thank Jesus for all the memories I have made with you. Rosie, we promise to take care of the kids and to raise them the way you wanted them to be raised. To teach them to be fine young gentlemen and a little lady, to be high school graduates and to go to college, to love and to know Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior, and to know that we will all be together again in heaven someday. Im so sad that you are gone, but Im so happy that you will never be sad, hurt, lonely, sick, or hungry ever again. That you will never feel unworthy or unloved again. So, my precious Rosie, as you have done so many times before, please save me a place next to you till we meet again. I love you and I will miss you my precious baby girl, my peanut, my beautiful daughter, my best friend, my Rosie. I will see you again soon. xoxoxo Love momma